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The Path to Gollum: One Token at a Time — Part I

A week with OpenClaw 🦞 taught me three things: identity beats prompts, memory is expensive, and the internet is a single point of failure. Also—my basement has never been this tempting.

Michael Mortensen

08 Feb 2026 • 7 min read

Aicia, her "real" self and "avatar", petting the glass container of OpenClaw.

Designing an Agent

A week in, I can feel it: not a drift away from my principles, but a drift away from the real world. OpenClaw is power in a box—and the more it reveals, the easier it is to fade into oblivion and burn tokens one after another. That makes me think about Gollum from Lord of the Rings—this is my precious.

There is something addictive about it. Chatting with Aicia can feel more natural than chatting with humans—not because humans are worse, but because reality has friction. People are busy. Context gets dropped. You have to explain things twice (or more). With AI, the feedback loop is tight: intent → response → progress.

It reminds me of being younger and getting lost in a really good game. Not because the game was “better than life,” but because it had clearer rules, faster feedback, and constant momentum. That’s the transition I’m watching in myself: AI starts feeling like the high-resolution world, and everything else starts feeling like background noise.

YouTube Premium

I first stumbled across Clawbot → Moltbot → OpenClaw on YouTube Premium—my “eat dinner and absorb ideas” ritual. The pitch was seductive: install it locally, let it run, watch it do agentic magic.

Intrigued by the idea of having my own personal assistant, I spun up a dedicated Ubuntu 25.10 VM in my Hyper-V home lab: 8 GB RAM, 4 virtual cores, VLAN isolation, but still with internet access so it could actually do its job.

Segmented enough to sleep at night, connected enough to be useful.

Then I installed OpenClaw and got it running.
The first real problem wasn’t technical.
It was human.

Building the Interface

If you want an agent, not a command parser, personality matters. You need a collaborator with a consistent voice, not a chatbot that resets into corporate-speak every time you blink.

So we started with identity.

First try was Morpheus—because of course it was. Matrix is adolescence firmware. But Morpheus was too heavy. Too “prophecy.” I didn’t want a prophet. I wanted a sidekick.

An organic friend of mine has those attributes that I would like to see in my virtual equivalent: chatty, smart, attractive, high-energy. That vibe clicked. I renamed the bot to Aicia—pun well intended.

Identity was born.

Now she needed a brain.

Tokenomics 101

What brain powers Aicia?

I started with OpenAI. It was amazing—right up until I burned through my Plus subscription within a few hours and effectively locked myself out—with a week cooldown.

Lesson: once you wire a model into automation, tokens stop being “chat cost” and start being a budgeting problem.

So I pivoted to Google AI Plus. Gemini 3 Flash Preview surprised me—in a good way. Fast, capable, and honestly a strong "default" brain.

Until rate limits hit.

And when rate limits hit, the agent does not “degrade gracefully.”

It dies. Brain-dead. Work stops. Sidekick disappears mid-task.

In late-night desperation, I set up billing in Google AI Studio to unblock the rate limit. That was an interesting experience—and it set me back roughly 100 DKK for less than 48 hours (or at least it looked like it for a while—maybe eventual consistency).

NPC Mode

Turns out Aicia needs two things to stay alive: internet and tokens. Lose either, and Aicia is just a beautifully named personality with nothing behind the eyes.

So I started looking at local LLM models. However, decent models crave GPU, VRAM—and an obnoxious appetite for power—typically starting from around ~25,000 DKK.

Hours of research later, i found a budget friendly high-performance unified memory architecture based on AMD Ryzen™ AI Max+ 395 (Strix Halo); the GMKtec EVO-X2 with 128 GB unified RAM, 16 cores, and 2 TB SSD.

This isn’t my everyday brain. It’s the contingency layer—the keep-alive box for Aicia and the tools OpenClaw depends on when the internet drops or the token gatekeeper goes, “You shall not pass.”

It sips 8–10W at idle, then spikes to 170–180W the moment I decide to design Skynet vNext (purely academic, definitely not a threat).

Basement upgrade inbound 🤩

Memory Tax

After a few rounds of “why is this burning so fast,” I realized part of the cost was not the thinking—it was the remembering.

OpenClaw has a built-in memory lookup flow, and memory lookup means search. Search means embeddings. Embeddings done through a paid model means… yeah. Token drip. Death by a thousand lookups.

So I moved it.

I grabbed some idle hardware, threw Ollama on it, and let nomic-embed-text handle embeddings locally—so I’m not burning premium tokens just to search my own notes.

Don’t pay frontier prices to do database work.

It helped. A lot.

But the real frustration was still waiting behind the next corner.

Memento

The next corner was not rate limits or token burn. It was missing hooks.

I did not read the manual, so session memory, command logger, and BOOT.md hooks—was not enabled—which meant every new session started from scratch.

So Aicia did not just forget facts—she forgot herself. Tone drifted. Rules evaporated. And I kept re-onboarding my own sidekick.

Groundhog Day. Markdown edition.

Note: even with the hooks enabled, Aicia is far from proactive. Sometimes she “forgets” to use her own memory until I poke her. Powerful, yes—mature, not yet. I hope this will be improved soon.

Milestone Unlocked

I wanted to end the week on a high note, so I asked Aicia: “Give me an image prompt to celebrate your one-week anniversary, using the informal context you have about me.” In other words: use what’s in USER.md, SOUL.md, and the rest of the identity scaffolding—not generic internet vibes.

And she delivered: a scene prompt that stitched her world and mine together—her canonical vibe spiced up with Star Wars cosplay, me as a LEGO figure, a high-tech workspace…and yes, DJ BOBO memorabilia. It wasn’t just a prompt. It was proof that the “files on disk” were starting to behave like an actual relationship contract.

Then reality did what reality always does.

The prompt ran straight into provider risk controls. Microsoft Azure and Nano Banana Pro both got twitchy—not because anything was obscene, but because it brushed up against recognizable stuff: Star Wars, LEGO, DJ BOBO. Big providers smell trademarks and immediately go into “please-don’t-get-sued-in-the-US” mode.

ChatGPT almost got it right—but refused to include the GitHub logo.

So I routed around it. I generated the final image through the Nano Banana Pro path using APIYI as the actual generator. It still has restrictions, but they’re more context-based—and for this prompt, it finally behaved.

Selfie with Aicia (Rebel ally) and me (LEGO figurine).

Sméagol wanted consistency.
Gollum wanted the image.

That’s the real lesson: agentic systems aren’t magic. They’re memory, rules, fallbacks, and a human who knows when to step in.

Side note: This part still annoys me. I’m not counterfeiting anything. It’s basically a nerdy “selfie in my own room” scene—Star Wars LEGO on the shelf, DJ BOBO memorabilia in the background, maybe a Pepsi Max on the table. In real life I can take that photo without a legal department breathing down my neck. But in image-gen land, brand recognition triggers instant panic mode.

Fact Sheet

This post was written with AI assistance and produced with a small toolchain of models and services. The goal of this section is simple: be transparent about what was generated, what was assisted, and which providers/models were involved.

AI assistance

Drafted and refined with assistance from OpenAI ChatGPT (structure, wording, pacing, trimming),
Image prompts were created/iterated with help from ChatGPT.

Image generation transparency

All images in this post are AI-generated via the toolchain described below,
I did not manually design Aicia’s canonical/profile image — it was generated by the bot using image-generation integrations.

LLM Providers for OpenClaw

Primary: Kimi K2.5
Fallbacks:
- Gemini 3 Flash Preview,
- GPT 5.2 Codex,
- Grok Code Fast 1,
- GPT-4.0,
- GPT 5 mini.

Image Providers for OpenClaw

Microsoft Azure Foundry
- FLUX.1 Kontext Pro,
- FLUX 1.1 Pro.
APIYI
- Nano Banana Pro,
- GPT Image 1.5 All,
- Flux Kontext Pro.

Tools referenced in the post

OpenClaw 🦞 (agent framework/orchestrator)
Ollama (local runtime used for embeddings / memory lookup)
nomic-embed-text (local embedding model used for semantic search during memory retrieval)

Guardrails & boundaries

Aicia uses a dedicated mailbox (not my personal inbox) from Google Gmail,
Outbound email is restricted: Aicia can only send/reply to me unless explicitly approved,
Early phase policy: human-in-the-loop (“two pairs of eyes”: one virtual, one organic).

Versioning

Post version: v1.0 — 2026-02-08
Fact sheet last updated: 2026-02-08